Wednesday, November 23

I feel like a song without the words.

Assalamualaikum. Hey ! Hmm..boring sungguh harini. Haha . Bila cuti sem ni la jadi nya, mkn tido mkn tido main game mkn tido. Macam takdak life kan. Borak pn dgn bibik je. Haha. Dah bosan sangat pergi laa lepak dekat bukit seksyen 11 with....alone. Lagu saja yang dapat teman. Macam macam fikiran yang ada dalam otak. Yup..First day langsung tak contact SMAH. Satu message pun takda...satu call pun takda. Skype pun tak. Terasa kosong. Feels like a heart without no home. Take care yourself sayang. Solat jangan tinggal ok. Makan jangan lupa..kesihatan tu penting. I'm very very happy sebab suara you makin pulih. Keep it up ok..makan ubat mana yang perlu. Follow your medical check-up. Don't worry about me ok..b ok dekat sini. I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning..you used to be the one that i can put a smile on my face. There are no words that could describe how i miss you and i miss you everyday sayang. I hope semua ni berakhir dengan happiness. B tunggu ok..thats my promise. B baca message ni tadi. Message ni sayang hantar time i still dekat Uk ..."B tahu i love you so much kan? I really do, i mean it." " Hope you know that i love u so much. Smile for me please." Im sorry...i can't hold my tears. Is there anyway that i could stay in your arms ;( . We'll make it through baby and i hope you are the one i can share my life with. You and i were living like a love song. I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my heart and in my dreams. You're are the best i ever had..You're impossible to find. B sorang ja tahu kenapa you're so special to me. B tunggu ok..lama mana pun b tunggu. I wish u were here...kita happy, keluar sama-sama. Rindu semua tu. Take care yourself sayang. I love..I loved..I will love you forever S M A H<3

Tuesday, November 22

You and me.

Assalamualaikum. Good morning people ! Harini, Pukul 5 lebih dah terjaga. Awal nyaaa. Aiyoo. Masa terjaga tu dah blur taktau nak buat apa. Hehe. Lepas tu i know memang tak dapat nk tido balik soo lantas pi amik tuala masuk tandas truih mandi. Haha. After tu terus solat. Habis solat, terus masuk bilik and baring dkt katil sambil dengar lagu You and me-Lifehouse...sambil ditemani air mata. I can't hold my tear. That's mean i miss someone. Almost 2 minggu lebih dah tak jumpa dia. Nak jumpa dia but rasa takut nak tanya n ajak keluar. Now kami dah kurang sikit contact because of ada little bit problem. Hari-hari rasa gelisah, tak tentu arah sebab tak contact dia. Selalu nyaa bangun pagi dah start message. But last 2 days, my phone sunyi. Takda siapa nak wish "good morning". Takda siapa nak call pagi pagi. Kami selalu text dari pagi sampai ke mlm, sampai nak tido..sampai tertido pun ada. I really miss to see her smile, her eyes. Rindu nak tenung mata dia. The most is miss her heart..Your heart is more important to me. S M A H..Dia lah yang mencuri hati saya. She makes me feel loved. I'm truly madly deeply fall in love with her. I want to stand with you on a mountain..I want to be with you forever..Tell me that we belong together. She's so0 special person to me. NO one can beat her love. All i want..nak rasa bahagia selamanyaa. No more fight. No more problem. Dia bagitahu..leave me alone for a while. She need time..i know. Until today..I'm still waiting. I can't push her. Itu yang dia mintak, I must respect her decision. Now, i must think positive, berdoa hope everything is gonna be ok. Take care yourself sayang. B tunggu ok. You're always in my heart, don't worry. B always love you..u know kan. B minta maaf if b ada terkasar bahasa sepanjang kita kenal. B ada buat silap ka. Dah banyak kita lalui...Macam macam masalah datang. But alhamdulillah you still kuat..kita still kuat. I'm so0 sorry sayang. I'm not a perfect person. B faham u buat macam ni untuk kebaikan kita jugak. B tahu sayang kuat..Jangan putus asa. I always doa for you..for us. Baby ? I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love suicide. I'll be better when i'm older. I'LL BE THE GREATEST FAN OF YOUR LIFE. #That's my promise to you SMAH<3

Don't blame me, I was born awesome !:D

Assalamualaikum, Hye ! First time buat blog so0 tak tahu nak cakap apa . Hhaha. Okk.. My name is Amirul Izzat Bin Kamarudin. You can call me izzat or Z. Jangan sesekali panggil Amirul sebab rasa pelik bila orang panggil macam tu Haha . Im 19 years old . Ada 7 adik-beradik . Saya anak last, bongsu :). I'm am very friendly and talkative once you get to know me. Suka gelak, buat lawak. Feel free to be my friend :) . MAKAN, ohhh..that's my favourite ! Kalau tak makan boleh meragam,moody . Haha . I love to eat alottt sebab bila saya tension, makan lah yang buat hilang segala tension yang ada. Duit pun selalu habis dekat makanan ja. Hhaha. Okk..Now saya study dekat International Islamic College. Ambil course DIT(Diploma In Information Technology). DIT? Jauh dengan cita-cita saya. Actually my ambition nak jadi seorang pilot but belum ada rezeki lagi. InsyaAllah after habis diploma ni ambil course pilot :). Nak tahu lebih meh kita kawan naa :D. Itu saja yang nk cakap. Dah takda idea nk cakap apa lagi da. Haha. Jam pun dah menunjuk kan waktu pukul 3. Soo..nak tido ! Hehe. Good night people ! Sweet dreams . To S M A H , Sleep tight yaa. I just want you to know that I love you so0 much. I really mean it . Take care! . 
Amirul Izzat. That's me !:D