Assalamualaikum. Good morning people ! Harini, Pukul 5 lebih dah terjaga. Awal nyaaa. Aiyoo. Masa terjaga tu dah blur taktau nak buat apa. Hehe. Lepas tu i know memang tak dapat nk tido balik soo lantas pi amik tuala masuk tandas truih mandi. Haha. After tu terus solat. Habis solat, terus masuk bilik and baring dkt katil sambil dengar lagu You and me-Lifehouse...sambil ditemani air mata. I can't hold my tear. That's mean i miss someone. Almost 2 minggu lebih dah tak jumpa dia. Nak jumpa dia but rasa takut nak tanya n ajak keluar. Now kami dah kurang sikit contact because of ada little bit problem. Hari-hari rasa gelisah, tak tentu arah sebab tak contact dia. Selalu nyaa bangun pagi dah start message. But last 2 days, my phone sunyi. Takda siapa nak wish "good morning". Takda siapa nak call pagi pagi. Kami selalu text dari pagi sampai ke mlm, sampai nak tido..sampai tertido pun ada. I really miss to see her smile, her eyes. Rindu nak tenung mata dia. The most is miss her heart..Your heart is more important to me. S M A H..Dia lah yang mencuri hati saya. She makes me feel loved. I'm truly madly deeply fall in love with her. I want to stand with you on a mountain..I want to be with you forever..Tell me that we belong together. She's so0 special person to me. NO one can beat her love. All i want..nak rasa bahagia selamanyaa. No more fight. No more problem. Dia bagitahu..leave me alone for a while. She need time..i know. Until today..I'm still waiting. I can't push her. Itu yang dia mintak, I must respect her decision. Now, i must think positive, berdoa hope everything is gonna be ok. Take care yourself sayang. B tunggu ok. You're always in my heart, don't worry. B always love you..u know kan. B minta maaf if b ada terkasar bahasa sepanjang kita kenal. B ada buat silap ka. Dah banyak kita lalui...Macam macam masalah datang. But alhamdulillah you still kuat..kita still kuat. I'm so0 sorry sayang. I'm not a perfect person. B faham u buat macam ni untuk kebaikan kita jugak. B tahu sayang kuat..Jangan putus asa. I always doa for you..for us. Baby ? I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love suicide. I'll be better when i'm older. I'LL BE THE GREATEST FAN OF YOUR LIFE. #That's my promise to you SMAH<3
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