I feel like a song without the words.

Assalamualaikum. Hey ! Hmm..boring sungguh harini. Haha . Bila cuti sem ni la jadi nya, mkn tido mkn tido main game mkn tido. Macam takdak life kan. Borak pn dgn bibik je. Haha. Dah bosan sangat pergi laa lepak dekat bukit seksyen 11 with....alone. Lagu saja yang dapat teman. Macam macam fikiran yang ada dalam otak. Yup..First day langsung tak contact SMAH. Satu message pun takda...satu call pun takda. Skype pun tak. Terasa kosong. Feels like a heart without no home. Take care yourself sayang. Solat jangan tinggal ok. Makan jangan lupa..kesihatan tu penting. I'm very very happy sebab suara you makin pulih. Keep it up ok..makan ubat mana yang perlu. Follow your medical check-up. Don't worry about me ok..b ok dekat sini. I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning..you used to be the one that i can put a smile on my face. There are no words that could describe how i miss you and i miss you everyday sayang. I hope semua ni berakhir dengan happiness. B tunggu ok..thats my promise. B baca message ni tadi. Message ni sayang hantar time i still dekat Uk ..."B tahu i love you so much kan? I really do, i mean it." " Hope you know that i love u so much. Smile for me please." Im sorry...i can't hold my tears. Is there anyway that i could stay in your arms ;( . We'll make it through baby and i hope you are the one i can share my life with. You and i were living like a love song. I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my heart and in my dreams. You're are the best i ever had..You're impossible to find. B sorang ja tahu kenapa you're so special to me. B tunggu ok..lama mana pun b tunggu. I wish u were here...kita happy, keluar sama-sama. Rindu semua tu. Take care yourself sayang. I love..I loved..I will love you forever S M A H<3